When God Seems Far

There was a time to me You were important
I took the time to be with You each day
Without Your presence, I just couldn’t live
But something happened, and You know that too

No longer I Your Presence sought as always
Life disappointed me and hurt me deep
And I no longer saw You through the Scriptures
But through my pain, and what somebody did

Lord- and You know- Your love I questioned greatly
Just like disciples cried “Lord, Don’t You care?”
When in the storm, You were in the boat sleeping
I too You questioned, asked, “Lord, don’t you care?”

“Why are You sleeping when the storm is raging
Lord don’t You care?” I questioned You so greatly
But You’re not sleeping, with me You were there
Waiting for me to not neglect Your Presence

Your Word is true- You never change, You’re with me
You love so fiercely, and You care so much
But Lord I changed and my heart it got hardened
It hardened much with unbelief got hardened

And I repented and to You turned back
You didn’t reject me and there was no scolding
But only love, such deep deep care and love
You me embraced, forgave me, made me whole

My hardened heart- it melted in Your presence
Showers of mercy, grace I did receive
I received love and grace instead of scolding
How could I not love back when I’m so loved? 

3/10/2023

“But He was in the stern, asleep on a pillow. And they awoke Him and said to Him, “Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?” Mark 4:38 NASB

“Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, 
casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you” 1Peter 5:6-7 NKJV

“For He Himself has said, “I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU.” 
So we may boldly say: “THE LORD IS MY HELPER; I WILL NOT FEAR. WHAT CAN MAN DO TO ME?” Heb 13:5c-6 NKJV

“Do not sorrow, for the joy of the LORD is your strength” Nehemiah 8:10 NKJV

“Go and proclaim these words toward the north, and say: ‘Return, backsliding Israel,’ says the LORD; ‘I will not cause My anger to fall on you. For I am merciful,‘ says the LORD; ‘I will not remain angry forever. 
Only acknowledge your iniquity, That you have transgressed against the LORD your God, And have scattered your charms To alien deities under every green tree, And you have not obeyed My voice,’ says the LORD” Jeremiah 3:12-13 NKJV

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